the life you were born in

so i'm sitting at work. quite bored.

...i'm supposed to set up a meeting with a client. but i can't until another rep gets back to me...and then i can confirm details about the design then make the appointment

well i could work on another project i'm doing: but no, i have so many questions and my supervisor isn't here, neither is the other planner that would be able to answer my questions.

so instead i emailed them all, hopefully one will get back to me. but i doubt it, since they aren't in the office.

anywho so i usually just surf news.bbc.co.uk when i'm bored. just to keep myself updated on international affairs. i just had a random thought that if i were born in africa, china, somewhere else. life would be totally different. i mean obviously, ...but i guess in general the saying is true that i should be grateful for what i have.

i'm not starving with malnutrition or my child (if i had one) hasn't died in an earthquake. it's crazy that each day someone has lost a loved one.

okay random i know.

other than that...i keep wondering where i want to be in the next ten years.

these are different pursuits i want to take. unfortunately i don't think i can take all...maybe?

a. architectural design
b. fashion design
c. set/model design for the entertainment (movie) industry

okay that's about it. also would like to have my own restaurant some day.

gee i dunno i don't wanna cop out on anything. bleh

o and i also want to study abroad probably in england. though sc has a design intelligence program...but it's in beijing :( not that i don't like asia, i just wanna live in england haha or scotland or ireland. gee i think i'll have to take a business class instead though. hmmmm hmmmmm

i have 2 more hours to kill. maybe i should leave early.

i just realized in the working field -you do whatever you want. well as long as you produce in the end. but i can't produce if ppl don't respond! haha

okay i'll stop.

i need to find housing for next year...gonna go do that now.