wandering.

so when i'm pissed or bored i take a walk. usually by myself, to just relax and either think about why i'm pissed, over thinking things or just zone out and dream haha.

sounds very antisocial..but it works for me. i love being around people but sometimes i just need a break to just relax and have time to myself.

anyways, so today since i had nothing else to do...i just walked downtown and browsed...which led me to victoria's secret: funny story...i walk in and i see this generation of family (like grandma + mom + daughter + daughter's bf)...which kinda creeped me out..cuz i'm like hmmmm they were all older than 25...which means the mom is like um around 50? and so on...it's like old ppl..buying lingerie...but i guess if they still have the heat then i dunno hahahhahaha

and then while i was buying stuff, the bf is like ::holds up a thong:: "aren't these uncomfortable?!" and he asks like every girl around him...i just laughed.

okay, i thought it was funny...if you were there u would have laughed too.

then i went to the gap and saw some bras. and i was like hmmm i guess i could use some...so i went. but shopping for them is hard :/ never have my size...pooh smooh. well apparently i'm a cup bigger which either means they grew or i gained weight...unfortunately i doubt they did, so i'm gonna go with the later and therefore i am going to the gym now.

blah.

oooo and i saw wall-e yesterday...very nice ending with a twist. so cute! ugh makes me think about relationships and my lack of one. sorry, don't mean to be a sap -rarely am. haha

which leads me to another point...why do ppl not get the hint? if i don't answer ur 1349580 million phone calls or your 5418235 texts...something must be wrong.

i'm so mean. but really...come on now...i should probably work on saying no..instead of avoiding ppl. but i hate seeing crestfallen faces...or voices.

hmmm hmmm o well. i'll work on being mean later. haha


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