hate the game.

franklin institute

can i just say that watching the dark knight at the franklin institute is freaking awesome. you sit in this dome while it plays all around u...it's like ur flying in the scene. crazy O.o

other than that -not up to much, can't wait to move weeeeeeeeee

relaxation confused

Currently in boston...waiting for a friend to meet up for dinner. One of those days where i'm debating who to call but went down my list of ppl and figured they r either busy/don't wanna talk haha sad i know

Also in a current state od annoying pain, wisdom teeth are growing in painfully wrong hopefully i can make it till i get home.

Past few days have been nice tho -talking, doing nothing and shopping hehe wut i like best. Haven't been to the gym in ages O.o well since saturday? Must fix that when i get back...

It's been nice though -just sitting with a best friend and at that point where you can just sit in silence or in my thoughts and not say anything or until i say something random like "asylum" wrong...i blame the wisdom teeth O.o haha

Now im just people watching , something i love to do but don't have a chance to do much...just laying on the grass observing...haha okay maybe its been on my mind lately...

But i just saw this couple who (don't mean to b mean) but look like they've been on crack together...it's one of those things where i'm like damnnn they've managed to find someone and i'm like wtf?!

Dunno if i should laugh cuz it gives me a little flicker of hope or should i cry cuz its freaking depressing hahahhaha

But i refuse to settle for less haahaha

Okay had to move from grass :( random italian guy just came up and was like "eyyyyyy italiano...blah blah you very pretty" O.o

Sketchy ppl...not a way to approach a girl -well me haha good confidence, bad wording :p

Anyways gotta gioio

so frustrated i almost cried today. and i never cry.

over money and business. so pathetic.

sometimes i wonder how the world would be without the concept of money. i don't know if that would make things completely worse or better (to tell you the truth.) i feel like something would replace it.

i hate it that it's at times such a menial thing, yet so necessary in life.

it's not the fact that i'm without it, it's the fact that we as people have to negotiate with it. i would explain more, but this isn't the most private place even though only like one person hahah reads it :p

which i appreciate hahahhaha (thanks, baby)

anyways other than that i went to mcdonald's today hahaha. even though i don't eat fast food -so i could get the po toy from kung fu panda haha the funny this is that when i was little i never got happy meals.

so made my day, well as much as it could. and good thing/bad thing i didn't waste the food, when i walked out i saw these three little boys begging for food -so i gave my meal to them. O.o so sad, when i see children begging...normally i don't give anything to bums or hobos...but they were kids...wut could i do?

happy july 4th weekend.

fruit

p.s. i meant to add i ate 4 white peaches today. they are so goodddd i should stop..but nooo hahahha okay i'll shut up now :p

maybe i'll have white nectarines instead muahahhahaa

wandering.

so when i'm pissed or bored i take a walk. usually by myself, to just relax and either think about why i'm pissed, over thinking things or just zone out and dream haha.

sounds very antisocial..but it works for me. i love being around people but sometimes i just need a break to just relax and have time to myself.

anyways, so today since i had nothing else to do...i just walked downtown and browsed...which led me to victoria's secret: funny story...i walk in and i see this generation of family (like grandma + mom + daughter + daughter's bf)...which kinda creeped me out..cuz i'm like hmmmm they were all older than 25...which means the mom is like um around 50? and so on...it's like old ppl..buying lingerie...but i guess if they still have the heat then i dunno hahahhahaha

and then while i was buying stuff, the bf is like ::holds up a thong:: "aren't these uncomfortable?!" and he asks like every girl around him...i just laughed.

okay, i thought it was funny...if you were there u would have laughed too.

then i went to the gap and saw some bras. and i was like hmmm i guess i could use some...so i went. but shopping for them is hard :/ never have my size...pooh smooh. well apparently i'm a cup bigger which either means they grew or i gained weight...unfortunately i doubt they did, so i'm gonna go with the later and therefore i am going to the gym now.

blah.

oooo and i saw wall-e yesterday...very nice ending with a twist. so cute! ugh makes me think about relationships and my lack of one. sorry, don't mean to be a sap -rarely am. haha

which leads me to another point...why do ppl not get the hint? if i don't answer ur 1349580 million phone calls or your 5418235 texts...something must be wrong.

i'm so mean. but really...come on now...i should probably work on saying no..instead of avoiding ppl. but i hate seeing crestfallen faces...or voices.

hmmm hmmm o well. i'll work on being mean later. haha


dance: the movement of two people in harmony with the music.

touch.

hmmm so i found this exfoliator by lush that makes ur skin feel like velvet satin or something like that. i think it's addicting haha

i brought one of my guy friends along and this make sound weird -but he couldn't stop touching his hands either.

on another random note: it's FRIDAY and that's amazing in itself because of the freedom that it holds. haha that's what work does to me i think...

makes me more grateful about school, freedom and things that aren't routine.

ok will type more later...when i think of something more intelligent to say haha