relaxation confused

Currently in boston...waiting for a friend to meet up for dinner. One of those days where i'm debating who to call but went down my list of ppl and figured they r either busy/don't wanna talk haha sad i know

Also in a current state od annoying pain, wisdom teeth are growing in painfully wrong hopefully i can make it till i get home.

Past few days have been nice tho -talking, doing nothing and shopping hehe wut i like best. Haven't been to the gym in ages O.o well since saturday? Must fix that when i get back...

It's been nice though -just sitting with a best friend and at that point where you can just sit in silence or in my thoughts and not say anything or until i say something random like "asylum" wrong...i blame the wisdom teeth O.o haha

Now im just people watching , something i love to do but don't have a chance to do much...just laying on the grass observing...haha okay maybe its been on my mind lately...

But i just saw this couple who (don't mean to b mean) but look like they've been on crack together...it's one of those things where i'm like damnnn they've managed to find someone and i'm like wtf?!

Dunno if i should laugh cuz it gives me a little flicker of hope or should i cry cuz its freaking depressing hahahhaha

But i refuse to settle for less haahaha

Okay had to move from grass :( random italian guy just came up and was like "eyyyyyy italiano...blah blah you very pretty" O.o

Sketchy ppl...not a way to approach a girl -well me haha good confidence, bad wording :p

Anyways gotta gioio